About Me

I am here to show you my journey. So far it has been a tough rough but I am very excited to share it with you. I was very scared at first, but this is something I needed to do, for myself. I am so inspired by so many people around me that I only wish to be half the inspiration to at least one person. The path I am on has many highs and many more lows but I know that where I will finish will be worth every single minute of every sacrifice that has been made. Always have faith in yourself but put that faith to good practice. I will make it.. tell your momma! ;)

11.28.2010

time to go back.


its been a while since i've written on here.  maybe its because i lose my focus when i come home.  all the while i am reminded why i moved to new york in the first place.  it is kind of bittersweet, this feeling.  do not misunderstand me.. i love coming home-- i see my family and my friends, who mean the most to me in this world.  but at the same time, in this moment in my life, i have such a vision for myself that i do not want to be deviated from it.  i want nothing to get in my way.  i feel like i have take a few steps back.  maybe it is me being too serious, but i think its passion and drive.  i don't want to look back and say that i didn't give it everything i had.  i want to succeed and i want nothing stopping me.

i need to be on top of my game, and if i am going to be honest with myself, i haven't. i've been slipping.  i feel like i am in horrible shape.  more like a blowfish than a model! i need to continue hustling- go back into agencies.. never stopping. never taking a break.  i've been taking a break. and i know what some of you maybe thinking "you don't have a job.. you can afford to do this." thats exactly it.  i can't.  this is my job.  my job is to succeed.  to make it.  right now, me here is not benefiting me.  i need to be back in the city trying to make things happen.  i can't really be here and expect things to happen. i need it to.  

new york is a constant motivator.  miami, is a constant stress reliever.  you want to be on constant vacation here.  when im in new york, im on constant "succeed" mood.  always on top of what i need to do.  always one step ahead.  i feel so out of my element here.  i'm ready to be back.  and again, not because i "hate" it here... but because i have to accomplish things.  i need to fulfill myself.  i need to succeed. 

on that note-- the victoria secret fashion show is being aired this tuesday and i cannot wait-  that will be another push for me.. that is the ultimate goal for so many models, myself included.  that will light some fire under my booty. haha

here's a little clip of it.. hope you enjoy it!

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  1. Doku the Uber GeekNovember 28, 2010 at 4:36 PM

    Amen to "this is my job. my job is to succeed. to make it." That's the spirit! Focus and sacrifice are essential for success! Continue to make those power moves!

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