model latina nyc.

i didn't want to write about this but since the finale party was 2 days ago and i did not attend, it has been on my mind quite a bit.  so i was one of the lucky15 chosen to be on the show, model latina nyc, on SiTV that started airing in the beginning of august.  the point of the show is basically, one girl gets chosen to represent the network as their 'model latina'- mind you, she needs to have more than just beauty.  encompassing class, brains, and all that comes with it.  teehehe. bueno,  let's talk about prizes.  the winner walks away with a hosting gig from SiTV (nice!), $25,000 (not too shabby), and what was on MY mind the entire time.... a contract with q model management.  stayed tuned to watch who wins...

so. what happened? my ass got eliminated.  twice. ha.  but here's the thing.  i get eliminated because...well, the first time for reasons we will never know.  maybe it was just for tv. i mean, they do want drama, and they did bring me back.  who knows and at this point. it doesn't even matter.  :) now, the second time- pfft. bs. you couldn't see me through the picture? gimme a break.  if the competition was really about 'a picture'- most of those girls would have gotten sent home a long time ago.  but again, null and void.  i wish everyone i worked with a lot of success because honestly, there is a lot of room for everyone in this world to succeed.  we can't be greedy.

the show was a great experience, keep in mind that it is a reality tv show... but you know what, reality is reality.  what was said, was said.  and you can choose to do either one of two things- flame the fire, or walk away.  i chose to walk away. ;)